About me & what I’m seeking

March 2nd, 2010 | Beastming

I prefer to talk politics, science, culture, and books; in spite of, you’re welcome to ask anything.

I was studying in the USA during 2008-2009, and had worked in China over 8 years. I had good relationships with a few nice boys in Beijing.
I’m bisexual, f*king open mind. So feel free to ask questions but try not be too boring. (I often delete guys who are not cool finally.)

I’m waiting for intelligent friends, and wondering to chat with different people. I like good appearance but I don’t judge people by just that. Actually I think a person only knows how to be a “Cleopatra VII” is disgusting.

Please don’t feel uncomfortable when I don’t do the same thing that you’ve done. But some idiots always concern their shitty mind, which just likes they want people tread on the same shit they’ve already trodden.

And I have to mention, here is the only photo you can see (It was made in my 26, I was looked not bad, and not too worse, too fatter in my 31 yet). So better don’t waste time to ask me any question about exchange photos, videos, or any other stuffs. That won’t work anytime. And yeah, that guy was history now. Sorry if it’s a problem to you.

There’s nothing about arrogant, I don’t do it because I hate take pictures and show my face on video. And I believe many Asian hate it too but they are too polite to refuse people. It’s not a trick. And I don’t date people who could only read a book’s cover.

There are somethings else you may like to know:

1, I want a multicultural relationship. So I’m trying to get a local English speaker, or European to be my boyfriend then keep a long term relationship. I want him like science, technology, literature, languages, culture & writing. But make sure this is a bi-top, not a bottom or verse for you.

2, I like to fuck anal, suck boy’s nipples & ass, make boy moaning; but in fact NO interests in dick.

I’ve had enough hook-ups with Caucasian guys. Some of them are fantastic in everything, but most of them are weird in blow-jobs, for they usually pushed too hard, almost tore my foreskin up, and couldn’t avoid to touch my dick by teeth.

I also have one more important yell: don’t send messages to ask to be my friends first, then ask hook-ups next. I don’t do this f*cking thing because “FRIEND” has a holy meaning in Chinese culture. It’s like when you ask a conservative Christian if you can gay f*ck a preacher. (When you seriously want both of them together, you’d better directly ask sex first, then try to ask friendship next. Same as no blame when you gay f*cked a guy before you knew he is a preacher). So, I don’t f*ck my friends, and I hope you don’t neither.

And fundamentally I don’t have sex with guy who looks older than 35. If you only want exotic fun with Asian, go rent a boy or visit the gay bathhouse.

So if you currently visit Beijing then want to have cheap sex, usually it wouldn’t be a good idea to wast time on me.

3, I think some guys are really weird in talking (a few guys I can remember are from the U.S.), sometimes they are holy bitches, sometimes they beg all the dirty words in personal sex, but can’t accept even a little negative info about their country. Well, I don’t care how you’d like to talk about China if you are bringing the facts, but please be open on your own country.

In all chatting, I only care how people talk about my family members, my real friends. And do mind you could be one of them.

4, Don’t you watch gay porn? Is it something guilty to you? ;) I used to watch porn like TV show. And I like these guys’ appearances: Dawson (in Corbin Fisher), Ryan Morgan(Dreamboy Usa), Jac williams, Max Schutler, Logan McCree, etc.
I’d like to get a hottie who looks like one of them, but honestly it doesn’t matter too much.

Ohhh, I forgot to mention, Balian Buchsbaum is my “hottie in dreams”.

5, Eventually, I’m not surprised if you may think I am very MEAN. Yeah, now it’s “beast-mean” here after some bad experiences. But the first two English speakers whom I dated said I was gently sweet & romantic (that was so F*king wrong in “sweet” but I could be very romantic). They complained my problems were kind like needy & pouring love too fast.

Now I understand it better. That was sad but should be true. It’s just common in Asian. But who could really avoid it when they really find a great person? ;) And a new thing I found, which is many of Asian could be too over polite, over friendly to foreigners. Yeah, we could be too close to strangers like either nice dogs or mosquitoes, LoL. In this case, although I have tried to make it better, I still found it’s totally impossible to avoid unless you don’t date a native Asian.

I look forward that you could be the one who make me personally … “sweet (hmmm…F*)” & romantic again, or even perfect. After all, I want to do my best to make a fantastic relationship. ^_^

BTW
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If you have a www.imqq.com account,

Then here’s a QQ group for Gay friendship chatting
People in the group must be cool, No bullsh*t
& No hookups. No porn
Better shut up when you can’t say things meaningful

Only when you think those rules are good for you,
thus you are welcome to join in this QQ group for gay friendship chatting.

The QQ group number is: 68676756

A very good event!

March 30th, 2011 | Beastming

Please join into this event ASAP if you can help those people.
http://www.facebook.com/notes/fridae-shelter-project-シェルタープロジェクト/hosting-in-china-中国のホームステイ先-接待住宿中国/204551169574165

a funny discussion with a weird Jewish

February 25th, 2011 | Beastming

[23:01 AM] M: but I should change the world
[23:04 AM] Beast: it’s interesting to know your ideas
[23:27 AM] M: like Marx he is Jew , he changed the world and there would be communism
[23:33 AM] Beast: I think the world just need more education
[23:58 AM] Beast: it’s hard than create wars, but good for people
[24:05 AM] M: china and Cuba walking on Jewish direction way communism
[24:27 AM] Beast: no, china is not communism already
[24:34 AM] M: not only china , USA also follows Israel too
[24:44 AM] Beast: china is like the old Greek empire
[25:07 AM] Beast: USA? no
[25:22 AM] Beast: USA wants to be the next Rome
[26:07 AM] Beast: and Israel is their Vatican
[26:18 AM] M: hehe
[26:37 AM] M: maybe see what happens G-d only likes Jews because we are chosen people
[26:42 AM] Beast: sometimes USA just can’t fool everybody
[26:52 AM] M: there is no Jewish candle there is no light in the world
[26:55 AM] Beast: no you are not
[27:31 AM] Beast: you wrote that book to make such a judgment to all different people
[28:00 AM] Beast: which is your freedom. but still wrong
[29:16 AM] M: hehe lol
[29:40 AM] M: Jews always change the world Einstein change the world too atomic bomb
[29:40 AM] Beast: like in Nobel, there are so many non Jewish
[29:51 AM] M: hehe
[29:58 AM] M: OK please change topic
[30:06 AM] M: anyway all is same human being
[30:20 AM] Beast: the good thing is Jewish people can be helpful very much
……
[41:41 AM] M: I am praying now
[41:46 AM] Beast: you are not even a Jew
[42:00 AM] M: we are children of G-d
[42:00 AM] Beast: far from a real one
[42:09 AM] M: anyway
[42:15 AM] M: what you like do what you like
[42:18 AM] Beast: what ever u say
[42:27 AM] Beast: and about your GOD
[42:38 AM] Beast: I probably know better
[42:55 AM] M: maybe

[4:32:25 PM] M: shit stupid Obama brought US economic trouble
[4:32:31 PM] M: I wanna get him out
[7:08:37 PM] Beast: any resources can show the trouble?
[7:10:14 PM] M: maybe
[7:15:39 PM] Beast: the USA became poor is because J W Bush used money in war with Iraq
[7:15:48 PM] Beast: there’s no free gain
[7:16:08 PM] M: yes

[7:21:01 PM] Beast: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XkInkNMpI1Q
[7:21:08 PM] Beast: watch this

[7:29:35 PM] Beast: 在遥远的欧洲,有一个中国,叫做意大利it was the Chinese style
[7:34:05 PM] M: why?
[7:35:23 PM] Beast: you can just change the it flag into china, same stories would happen too
[7:35:49 PM] M: I didn’t understand what you are talking
[7:46:29 PM] M: wow
[7:46:38 PM] M: you mean china same with Italy ?
[8:11:00 PM] Beast: yes
[8:11:23 PM] M: yes uneducated Italian
[8:11:29 PM] M: like Chinese
[8:11:56 PM] Beast: OK
[8:12:03 PM] Beast: so see you next time
……
[9:43:19 PM] M: OK go ahead , work is more important and money is first too ,
[9:43:31 PM] Beast: OK
[9:43:31 PM] M: Wealth, beauty, goodness, strength, honesty, wisdom is important, and that the world is all about Thanks Has-hem!- Jewish idea

[:57:09 PM] M: I love Han people top Han people ((hug)) ;) :D
[ 14:50 PM] Beast: you are gonna fucking used if u just love han people
[ 14:50 PM] M: hey
[ 15:40 PM] Beast: love in that way is the cheapest thing you can get
[ 16:01 PM] M: :O what ?
[ 16:07 PM] M: are you joking. lol
[ 16:22 PM] M: stop talking anything money about love
[ 16:34 PM] M: if you put the love on money , then goodbye
[ 17:05 PM] Beast: OK. it worth less than money then
[ 17:08 PM] Beast: hihi
[ 17:49 PM] M: shit
[ 18:07 PM] M: I know Han people just love money and the slaver of money
[ 18:15 PM] Beast: no
[ 18:39 PM] Beast: that’s F* famous in Jewish
[ 19:45 PM] M: toad
[ 22:52 PM] M: you know I’d like the person who older than me and very good top honestly and true love
[ 23:18 PM] M: I don’ like the people who age from 18-28 , must be over 30
[ 24:57 PM] Beast: OK. so u prefer conservative people
[ 25:09 PM] Beast: and have ages discrimination
[ 25:25 PM] M: no. lol I prefer older than me
[ 26:07 PM] Beast: i think natural idiots won’t change no matter how old they are
[ 26:17 PM] M: yes
[ 27:17 PM] Beast: while smart people can be awesome even when they are kids
[ 27:32 PM] M: yes
[ 28:09 PM] Beast: but unfortunately, there are more idiots in religions. lol
[ 28:56 PM] Beast: like some guys can’t even face there are natural gay creators
[ 29:00 PM] M: you know I am so sexy I like you. hehe
[ 31:45 PM] Beast: naaa. go get some Uighur
[ 31:59 PM] Beast: fight gay right for Uighur
[ 32:09 PM] M: no
[ 32:16 PM] M: I love you Han person
[ 32:39 PM] Beast: tks and keep it in ur mind
[ 32:42 PM] M: but many Uighur dislike Han people and they always curse Han people
[ 32:55 PM] M: :(
[ 33:01 PM] Beast: that could be reasonable
[ 33:11 PM] Beast: we are not born to be loved
[ 33:25 PM] Beast: I hate many Han too
[ 33:44 PM] Beast: and stupid Augurs, Arabic, Jewish, USA
[ 34:02 PM] Beast: etc…
[ 34:43 PM] Beast: let the people who want to curse keep that
[ 35:18 PM] Beast: they are welcome to go to swear on street
[ 35:56 PM] M: O.K
[ 35:59 PM] M: conflict
[ 36:59 PM] Beast: and you’d better learn how to talk to Han
[ 37:16 PM] Beast: you seem have no f*ing mind on this
[ 38:15 PM] M: ((happy))
……
[ 45:38 PM] Beast: u can fly to Beijing too, but i bet you won’t have fun with Han tops
[ 46:02 PM] Beast: Caucasian tops, maybe
……
[ 50:17 PM] M: OK if you think like that , your freedom I respect everyone’s freedom
[ 50:46 PM] Beast: you should
[ 50:56 PM] M: :) :*
[ 53:33 PM] M: could I see your full photo .or dick hehe ? my dick is ** CM , what about yours ?
[ 54:35 PM] Beast: no
[ 55:04 PM] M: O.K you think you are very private like Mr.Hujintao
[ 55:12 PM] M: the president of china
[ 57:15 PM] Beast: no
[ 57:27 PM] Beast: and u can see his pic
[ 57:40 PM] Beast: go watch him
[ 14:43 PM] M: O.K

[ 15:00 PM] M: why don’t you find a BF and happily ever after
[ 16:09 PM] Beast: because I had some and I think better just make some normal friends firstly
[ 16:37 PM] M: that is good
[ 17:13 PM] Beast: tks
[ 17:49 PM] Beast: how to say tks in Uighur & Hebrew?
[ 18:20 PM] M: I don’t know I can translate but I can speak all of the m well
[ 18:30 PM] Beast: OK
[ 19:28 PM] M: hey if I go to study my master in Malaysia , it is good ?
[ 24:15 PM] Beast: you’d better choose major than countries
[ 24:28 PM] Beast: like Biology
[ 24:54 PM] Beast: better choose places support stem cells
[ 25:30 PM] Beast: and Malaysia is such a muslin country
[ 10:42 PM] M: thanks
[ 13:19 PM] M: :P ((hug))((h))

[ 26:40 PM] M: do you like to have a sex with me ?
[ 27:02 PM] Beast: no
[ 27:10 PM] Beast: that’s non sense
[ 27:18 PM] M: really?
[ 27:26 PM] M: I think you are not sexy!
[ 28:48 PM] M: becuase you are got older and weakness
[ 29:00 PM] M: hhahhahha you told me you like uighur guys
[ 29:42 PM] Beast: yes
[ 30:14 PM] Beast: so go back to heat ur brain, then figure it out
[ 30:31 PM] M: lol
[ 30:35 PM] M: mitosha
[ 30:48 PM] M: anangni sikidihan hitay
[ 30:59 PM] M: jalap ahzingha biip gapkil ha
[ 31:30 PM] M: :D ((rofl))
[ 31:48 PM] M: ((rofl))bachiwaz
[ 32:16 PM] Beast: What the F*?
[ 32:36 PM] M: man anagni sikixni yahxi kuriman haramdin bolhan
[ 32:39 PM] M: ((rofl))
[ 33:02 PM] M: ((envy))
[ 33:13 PM] M: ((punch))hitay
[ 34:36 PM] Beast: 8-)
[ 39:20 PM] M: I am fucking you
[ 39:23 PM] M: hehe
[ 39:29 PM] M: shitting you
[ 39:42 PM] M: in Uighur language ((rofl))
[ 39:49 PM] M: ((rofl))((ninja))((dance))
[ 39:52 PM] Beast: like i care
[ 40:03 PM] M: 用维语骂你呢 (swear you in Uighur)
[ 40:11 PM] Beast: u religious people really love those shitty things
[ 40:14 PM] M: ((rofl))((hug))
[ 40:22 PM] M: ((flex))
[ 40:27 PM] M: kill you
[ 40:44 PM] M: because you killed my father ‘s ethnicity people
[ 40:49 PM] M: ((rofl))
[ 40:58 PM] M: in 2009
[ 41:57 PM] M: ((cash))((rain)):D
[ 43:16 PM] M: fuck your mom and dad
[ 43:33 PM] M: and all your body and your ancestors
[ 43:51 PM] M: sorry ooops , but you have no generations because you are gay
[ 44:49 PM] M: hahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaa
[ 45:09 PM] M: you laughed me so much I can’t bare now
[ 45:52 PM] Beast: u should go to Uganda
[ 45:54 PM] Beast: lol
[ 47:22 PM] Beast: it seems Uganda is a suit place for you
[ 47:27 PM] Beast: lol
[ 47:54 PM] M: NEWYORK good for me , because my girlfriends hometown
[ 48:15 PM] Beast: hahahahahahahahahahahaha
[ 48:28 PM] Beast: you make me laugh so much
[ 48:42 PM] M: yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
[ 48:48 PM] Beast: no defiantly Uganda
[ 48:53 PM] M: come on baby I wanna fuck you
[ 49:00 PM] M: fuck your ass
[ 49:01 PM] Beast: Uganda is your heaven
[ 49:12 PM] Beast: go there
[ 49:18 PM] M: so white and soft bareback
[ 49:28 PM] Beast: them you r gonna love it
[ 49:43 PM] M: I don’t know what is Uganda
[ 50:15 PM] Beast: study it. idiot
[ 50:22 PM] Beast: use wiki
[ 50:44 PM] M: idiot you pal your father and mother , where they are I wanna litort them
[ 51:01 PM] M: wiki , sorry it is for mobile internet
[ 51:21 PM] M: hetay
[ 51:22 PM] M: hetay
[ 51:24 PM] M: hetay
[ 51:26 PM] M: hetay
[ 51:28 PM] M: hetay
[ 51:30 PM] M: kapir
[ 51:31 PM] Beast: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uganda#Human_rights
[ 51:33 PM] Beast: read this
[ 51:34 PM] M: kapir
[ 51:36 PM] M: kapir
[ 51:40 PM] M: no you read it
[ 52:47 PM] Beast: it’s a great religious place for u
[ 52:58 PM] M: no religious
[ 53:03 PM] M: I believe in one
[ 53:11 PM] M: there is no God sorry
[ 53:38 PM] Beast: so go and teach them
[ 53:39 PM] M: do you like to suck my dick ?
[ 54:03 PM] M: I prefer to put my dick and cum into your mouth and fill in ti
[ 54:05 PM] M: it
[ 54:14 PM] M: and your ass
[ 54:20 PM] Beast: poor idiot
[ 54:30 PM] Beast: i can image how suffer you are
[ 54:47 PM] Beast: because you are not in Uganda
[ 55:00 PM] M: and you all man
[ 55:06 PM] M: yellow man
[ 55:25 PM] M: I shit black and yellow people , they are shit
[ 55:40 PM] Beast: better stop making me laugh at you
[ 55:44 PM] Beast: lol
[ 55:55 PM] M: because many Han people here treat me strange way because of my white skin
[ 56:21 PM] M: I also feel strange about black and yellow shit people
[ 56:51 PM] Beast: I’m watching video from Uganda and they all look like u
[ 57:04 PM] Beast: so funny
[ 57:18 PM] M: the people same from Asia and Africa like you
[ 57:42 PM] M: I saw your photo on planet romeo , black and yellow skin so shit you are
[ 57:57 PM] Beast: it’s hot if I could like Obama
[ 58:19 PM] Beast: and you simply can’t
[ 58:20 PM] M: I pray God kill all yellow and black people I also fuck Obama
[ 58:20 PM] Beast: lol
[ 58:48 PM] M: shit Obama’s ancestor and his mother and father’s
[ 59:15 PM] Beast: hahahaha
[ 59:36 PM] Beast: at least he won the norble peace not u
[ 59:51 PM] M: what is norble
[ 59:55 PM] M: I just know nobel
[ 00:13 PM] M: never heard norbel , your bad english
[ 00:19 PM] Beast: 诺贝尔 (Nobel)
[ 00:21 PM] Beast: idiot pussy
[ 00:40 PM] M: I can’t read stupid chinese language
[ 00:41 PM] Beast: 劳资最恨阴郁 (dad hates Eng most)
[ 00:47 PM] M: really boring
[ 00:54 PM] M: I prefer English and french
[ 01:25 PM] Beast: so go to Uganda speak it
[ 01:30 PM] Beast: lol
[ 01:41 PM] M: the Uighur people they dislike Chinese language , because Uighur language has many common with English so much
[ 02:07 PM] M: but your mother did it force it
[ 02:18 PM] Beast: yep. one of the most simple language in this world
[ 02:45 PM] Beast: which is English
[ 03:00 PM] Beast: and fit for low educated people
[ 03:09 PM] Beast: religious people
[ 03:23 PM] Beast: homophobia
[ 03:36 PM] Beast: hihihi
[ 03:52 PM] M: I am not religious
[ 03:57 PM] Beast: and now it’s Asian phobia
[ 04:20 PM] Beast: maybe African phobia too
……
[ 08:06 PM] Beast: still think Uganda fits you better
[ 08:21 PM] M: mother fucker, yellow man
[ 09:00 PM] M: 除了日本之外其他任何亚洲人,都不好 (all Asian but Japanese are not good)
[ 09:29 PM] M: 但是日本人挺喜欢我们的,虽然不喜欢你们和泰人 (Although Japanese likes us, not you)
[ 09:46 PM] M: F*ck
[ 09:50 PM] Beast: so go to Japan
[ 09:51 PM] Beast: lol
[ 10:00 PM] Beast: like you know Japan
[ 10:02 PM] Beast: lil
[ 10:07 PM] Beast: so funny
[ 10:10 PM] M: idiot, such a population, non of you can win Norbel
[ 10:24 PM] M: see the tinny Japan, everyone is well educated
[ 10:44 PM] M: too many Indian & Chinese made the doomsday, you mother fucker
[ 10:53 PM] Beast: yep. it fits u. too many idiots
[ 11:10 PM] Beast: there are nice Japanese
[ 11:21 PM] Beast: but also some 加藤嘉一 (Kato Yoshikazu)
[ 11:41 PM] Beast: which just like u
[ 12:07 PM] M: fuck your mother & ancestors, brought so many difficulties to the world & earth, mom of nature.
[ 13:00 PM] M: you can’t live in your own land, then came to here, to destroy our nature
[ 12:39 PM] Beast: we didn’t create a religion to teach people kill each others
[ 13:10 PM] Beast: or to make racial discrimination
[ 13:45 PM] Beast: or to teach homophobia
[ 13:47 PM] M: and you destroyed the land of Canada. Now Canadian law forbids Han Chinese go to Canada to bring pollution of economy & environment
[ 14:14 PM] Beast: lol
[ 14:27 PM] Beast: you can’t even prove what you said
[ 14:34 PM] M: many of my friends in Australia are talking about these problems
[ 14:37 PM] Beast: so funny and poor
[ 15:01 PM] Beast: yep. I know it’s common idiots’ ideas
[ 15:08 PM] M: anyway we do it for the nature & earth, then against you & Indian bad people.
[ 15:37 PM] M: aren’t you chicken? How could you make so many kids?
[ 15:47 PM] M: Where are they from
[ 16:20 PM] M: like so many eggs
[ 16:42 PM] Beast: yep. so you are roaches. kill then eat each others for foods
[ 16:51 PM] Beast: then never die
[ 16:56 PM] M: wherever you go, you just get discrimination
[ 18:13 PM] M: damn it, you don’t like your own land or house, why are you coming here?
[ 18:18 PM] M: F*!!!
[ 18:28 PM] Beast: keep being proud for that. lol
[ 18:28 PM] M: I feel sick
[ 18:36 PM] Beast: so I can laugh more
[ 19:21 PM] M: I don’t have race discrimination. I worry too much about the nature
[ 19:43 PM] M: and that’s why there are so many disasters, earthquakes
[ 19:46 PM] M: floods
[ 19:47 PM] M: etc
[ 22:53 PM] Beast: so you want blame Dinosaurs too.
[ 22:55 PM] Beast: lol
[ 23:22 PM] M: no more excuses
[ 23:51 PM] Beast: if I did that. i could be as religious like you
[ 24:04 PM] M: whatever. I just against Han Chinese immigrate to Canada. Canada must protect the forests, to avoid your destroying.
[ 24:04 PM] Beast: lol
[ 24:52 PM] Beast: then move to Canada to make the next north Korea
[ 25:32 PM] M: :) :*
[ 25:41 PM] M: you’re right I love you dear friend
[ 26:03 PM] Beast: shut your F* up
[ 26:09 PM] Beast: then go to study
[ 26:17 PM] Beast: don’t be such an idiot
[ 27:09 PM] M: O.K I should study right now I have much work to do here and my application for competence for Noble prize in Jerusalem
[ 27:19 PM] Beast: OK
[ 27:23 PM] M: thanks for your chatting , dear friend
[ 27:29 PM] M: I love you take care
[ 27:37 PM] Beast: 88~
[ 27:57 PM] M: Shalom Hox , Bye , 再见, salue .

Merry Xmas 2010

December 23rd, 2010 | Beastming

Merry Xmas 2010

“For the bible tells me so” – Documentary

November 5th, 2010 | Beastming

A Very Great Documentary

You & me forever

October 22nd, 2010 | Beastming


你我永久
You & me forever
;)

The logic of liberal arts students

October 22nd, 2010 | Beastming

B.A.’s Ghandi Quote:
“Victory attained by violence is tantamount to a defeat, for it is momentary.”

Hannibal’s Ghandi Quote:
“It is better to be violent, if there is violence in our hearts, than to put on the cloak of nonviolence to cover impotence.”

From movie: The A-Team (2010)
;)

Assy McGee Pictures

August 4th, 2010 | Beastming

Pictures of Assy McGee Patroling, Riding His Razor and More
By Nancy Basile, About.com Guide


Assy McGee Riding a Razor


Assy McGee in the Alley


Father Goose and Assy McGee


Assy McGee and Don Sanchez


Assy McGee with Pistol

Me sad too

July 12th, 2010 | Beastming

Wesley, don't cry

Wesley, don't cry

Wesley, don't cry

take care, Wesley
don’t cry, Wesley
…the referee doesn’t like Netherlands

About my alias “beastming”

July 11th, 2010 | Beastming

LU:
Do you have more pics to share, BestMing? And, tell me, what does ‘Beast-Ming’ mean…? You are a Ming Dynasty Beast?!? ;)

Ming:
Ming is one of the most common name in China, so I picked it as my nick name, who was also a silly & goofy guy in many native jokes.
The “beast” I chose from the time when I was talking to against superstition Christian. This word is just so offending to them. they were really down & crazy when they found they can’t be convincing while they’re talk to a guy with the “beast” in name, hihi.

Coincidentally, my family did have some relationship with the Ming Dynasty, but it’s hundreds years ago.

If you read my profile, you’d understand me a little bit clearer. & I don’t show more of my pictures to strangers. Sorry I’ve noticed it’s an issue to you. If it’s so important to force me to trust all the strangers on line. I think I’d better not harass you again.

how do you think?

July 11th, 2010 | Beastming

The link & the story name is: Mikey Verdugo Fights Back


My name is Michael Verdugo and I am currently fighting the fight of my life. I am contacting you in the hopes that you will support me in this fight. You see this is not my fight alone. I fight for the millions of men and women who have been victims of discrimination. The feeling is one that no human being should ever have to endure, the lonely gut wrenching agony of standing up against an un-relentless force whose sole ambition is to push you down. Well their greatest mistake was to underestimate the gay and lesbian community and determination to unilaterally persevere.

I would like to take this opportunity to give you a little background into my life thus far. Until being terminated from the police force, I was the first in history openly gay police officer with the City of Hollywood Florida Police Dept. I had a very productive career in my 10 years serving the community. During my tenure I was promoted to the beach patrol unit, SWAT team, and then my last assignment working deep undercover in a special unit where I seized millions of dollars in money for the city. Also, I have always maintained a flawless record free of any type of discipline and complaints (Please review my personal file for confirmation to the above).

Back in 2008 I was given permission to appear on an HGTV reality TV show, “Design Star” in order to pursue my other passion in life.

Since the show, the community learned about a 15 minute “soft core” video that I did years prior to my law enforcement career. In the video there was no sex, however, it was a gay video and I appeared in the nude.

As a result, I was placed on administrative leave and untimely fired from the agency for failing to disclose this information on my employment application as previous employment despite the IRS’s definition of what employment is. Furthermore, there has been past case law in the city wherein employees have lied and/or omitted information on their application and no discipline resulted. I feel that this is a blatant case of discrimination based on the totality of the circumstances.

Below is the reader’s digest version of my timeline in order to give you a better idea of my struggles:

1996- A gay “soft core” porn, named “rope rituals” was produced staring me as Jeremy Wess

1999- I began my career as a Lauderhill Police Officer

2001- I transferred to the Hollywood Florida Police Dept.

2007- I filled a hostile work environment complaint on my supervisor for discrimination and harassment, (Sgt. Eric Augustis) which was sustained and he was ordered to attend sensitivity training.

June 2008- HGTV’s Design Star Season 3 aired on National Television (placed 4th out over 10,000 entries)

July of 2008- I was placed on administrative leave for a so called fact finding investigation (which is against the policemen’s bill of rights which states that the officer shall be informed of ALL of the charges that were being brought against him and who the complainant(s) are).
January 2009- I was terminated from the Hollywood Police Dept for failing to disclose the one time movie as employment. It was okay though for me to forget that I worked in a gym for 3 months and not disclose that in my application.

April 2009- I attended a meeting with the City Manager and Chief of Police, at which point, they offered me my job back under several ridiculous conditions (EX: I can never be promoted in the future, I can be placed anywhere in the department without any dispute, and I can not sue for anything that happened in the past or for anything that might happen in the future) (said agreement is available upon your request).

October 2009- I began the 2 day arbitration process. One of the Chief’s statements during that arbitration was that “If were an actor in Hamlet we would not be here right now”.

December 2009- I was informed that the arbitrator upheld my termination.

On January 25 2010, my story was placed on the front page of SFGN (South Florida Gay News) which in returned changed from a local story into global news in only 2 days reaching United Kingdom, Singapore and Australia for examples. The story was also on MSNBC and USA Today. I have received countless emails and letters of support from the gay, lesbian, and even the straight communities. Furthermore, I have received similar stories from people who were also discriminated on as a result of their sexual orientation. Several police officers from around the country had also sent letters of similar unfair treatments that they had experienced as a result of being “a gay cop”. Some of them are still in the closet and have fear of coming out.

On March 23, 2010- I appeared before a Florida Dept of Law Enforcement where I was accused of criminally leaving out that one time film on my job application as employment. During the hearing I watched other officers that were convicted of DUI, domestic battery, and felony narcotics, all being permitted to keep the certification, however the board ruled that my actions were unmoral and bad judgment and as such should not be permitted to wear a badge or carry a gun.